Is It Just Me?


I am 19 years old but when it comes to living the average lifestyle of someone my age, and having that social vibe, I am the equivalent to a 70 year old. I used to go drinking with friends when I was underage because it was exciting and felt rebellious, but when it was legal for me to drink I just didn’t have that buzz anymore.

I used to go out clubbing at least twice a week, and now it’s rare if I go out more than once every two months.
I feel so old!
When I’m out and surrounded in a packed club full of people I don’t know, all I do is worry. I’ll try and find a corner or spend the night in the smoking area for a bit of peace and quiet. All I think about is what food I’m going to grab on the way home, and how good it will feel to climb into bed with my cosy pj’s.

I am 19 years old! Is it just me? Am I the only one who would rather be in the comfort of my own home?
I mean, don’t get me wrong I enjoy socialising now and again, but I couldn’t be out drinking weekly.

I’d like to say it’s me being sensible, not boring, yeah we’ll stick with that-I am sensible..




10 thoughts on “Is It Just Me?

  1. ninafrancisca says:

    This is so true, I feel you….. I hate socializing and sometimes (we all have our times) I just wanna lay in my bed forever and I feel like a recluse. And sometimes I just so awkward and those things always happens to me… that is what scares me now to hang out with my crush so I told him I don’t want to just because of me being so stupid. But we all have our moments I guess….


  2. The Shapeless Truth says:

    I completely get that feeling.. I’m a sad excuse for a university student. But hey, if my way of having fun is sitting in my pj’s, eating Nutella and watching old Disney films, what the hell, right? We’re an awesome minority.


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